Saturday, December 3, 2011


Sometimes i feel , what inspired us to write isn't an inspiring thing to discuss about.It can be an incident, can be your mood  or can be  a song like in my case today!!!!

                                                  Sitting on the couch of my house we got in only y'day,  suddenly  a thought came in ,where did all those days go when i used to pen down things that came in mind? Life looks so wonderful at times that we start thinking it  was our mad thought which made us think it wasn't y'day.All we need to know is what do i want  and where do i get that.Although it isn't as simple question as it look like for many , the day we get answer for it , it makes our day every day henceforth!!!!!Well...some realize early   , some late.But  i have realized it that my emotions get kicked off  when im not at home.Sitting in my couch  i can see the vehicles roaring on the roads of Christchurch Road  here in Bournemouth , 2 hrs drive from London.In a way.This  time writing from that land of  people who rules us for over 200 years.Nobody knew then that the smell of our ' sambar ' is  so good that could call people at thousands of miles away.So strange that today we are here by will , whom once we tried best to expel.In a way , they still rule us sitting  here.But this time it isn't the pedicure service that an Indian servant is offering a British officer but its named as computer services and the slave is called as an associate here.

Its the song that Rashmi was  singing from kitchen which pulled me to real life , and when i read above lines.....i questioned myself.... what the heck?.....what did i write about? industry?...ok.. forget it...crap.....I coudn't find  a bettter  title.

Saturday, June 18, 2011

ಅದ್ ಹ್ಯಾಂಗೆ ...?

ಎಲ್ಲೋ  ಹುಟ್ಟಿ .... ಎಲ್ಲೋ  ಬೆಳೆದು ..... ಹೆಂಗೋ  ಸೇರಿ ...ಹಿಂಗೇ ನಡೆವ ಅಂತ....ಹೆಂಗೆ ಹೇಳ್ತಾ?
ಎಲ್ಲೂ ಕೇಳದ.....ಯಾವತ್ತೋ ನೋಡದ ..ಯಾರೋ ಒಬ್ರು ....ಎಲ್ಲಿಂದ ಸಿಗ್ಥ?
ಎಂದೂ ನೋಡ್ದೆ ....ಎಂದೂ ಮಾತಾಡದೆ ....  ಅಂದೇ ಹೆಂಗೆ .... ಇಬ್ರೂ ಒಂದೇ ....ಹೇಳ್ತಾ?
ಇಂದೇ ಸಿಕ್ಕಿದ್ರು  , ಒಂದೇ ಮಾತಲ್, ನಂದೆಲ್ಲ ನಿಂದೆ  ಹೇಳಿ.... 
ಹೆಂಗೆ ಹೇಳ್ತಾ?
ಹಿಂದೆ ನೋಡ್ದೆ ...ಮುಂದೆ ಗೊತ್ತಿಲ್ದೆ.....ಹಿಂದ್ಮುಂದ್ ನೋಡ್ದೆ ...ಹಿಂದೇ ಹೆಂಗ್ಬತ್ತ?
ಉತ್ತರ .....ಅಂದೂ ಗೊತ್ತಿರ್ಲೆ... ಇಂದೂ ಗೊತ್ತಿಲ್ಲ ...ಮುಂದೆಂದೂ ಗೊತ್ತಾಗ್ತಿಲ್ಲೆ ....
ಹೆಂಗೆ ಇರ್ಲಿ....ಹಿಂಗೇ ಇಪ್ಪನ...ಎಂದೆಂದೂ ಹಿಂಗೇ ಒಂದಾಗಿಪ್ಪನ ....ಹಿಂದಿಂದು ಮುಂದಿನದು ಯಾರಿಗ್ಬೇಕು ಅವನಪ್ಪನ... !!

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

ಯಾವ ಮೋಹನ ಮುರಳಿ ಕರೆಯಿತು ....ದೂರ ತೀರಕೆ ನಿನ್ನನು!!!

I realized that It's been long since i wrote a line  when Rashmi( my wife ) asked me today to write a blog ,while I was complaining that I'm totally bored.Again the question came " what to write on?" when I decided to write something and here comes Rashmi again with the topic " ಯಾವ ಮೋಹನ ಮುರಳಿ ಕರೆಯಿತು ....ದೂರ ತೀರಕೆ ನಿನ್ನನು!!!" .. although she dint realize yet that she suggested this topic!!!

                        Iam in UK and Rashmi stayed back in Bangalore as her VISA process got delayed.Meanwhile my  sis-in-law delivered a cutest ever baby girl and my dad,mom and bro had to travel back home leaving Rashmi alone in Bangalore.She for sure felt lonely at home and missed me a lot ,which was evident after checking above title as her facebook status message.And i though I have enough to write on this subject.

                                                Yes.. while It's tough to know what we want in life it's even tougher to know how much we want that " what".And i think this certain uncertainty is what drives a human being towards doing good or bad deeds.Well..why I'm saying this is  ,even I'm not an exception from this ambiguity in life and i feel  a lot here that I had all I wanted there back at home but I don't know why did I come here again.Sitting in a city where people rely more on Google Search Engine than on people,where paper has replaced the water ,where children call home before meeting their parents,where mom's daughter and dad's son  grow together , Im not surprised why i started thinking in this angle. Incidentally I happened to read an article by a   techie with the title  " Work sincerely but dont work seriously" .I liked it so much because he has supported my thought that we dont know what we want in life!!. Often we run behind so many things in life without realising how far I came from where I started.And in most of the cases it will be too late by  the time we realize the distance ,so far that the life span remaining is too short to cover the distance back.!!!.Im sure you are confused about the gist of my philosophy, soon the confusion will be cleared!!!

                                       I have always argued that life first rest next!!.My definition of growth is entirely different than what the most of the world would think of.I feel what is our position ,how much salary I draw ,where do i stand in the company, would never define your life.What makes you successful in life is how happy you are and how much valuable moments you treasure and how happy your loved ones are.I feel one's success should be measured by the factor of his/her capability in keeping, first himself happy ,next others surrounding him happy.No point in spoiling today  by putting all effort to make unseen tomorrow colorful.In the so called competitive world ( esp.. IT Industry) life has become so restless that we keep running without even thinking if we have already crossed our destination!!!.As  a fresher want to be confirmed quick , as an employee want to be a lead ASAP, as a lead wants to be manager before your batch mates,.......and so on.In all this endless effort of life building we wont realize the life we lost!!
                                                  So start living!!...Did your client send you back coz you are not performing?....thank him  and leave quietly coz you got your life back .Did you get low rating?.. relax thinking bout the movies you watched,time you spent with your family whenever you left office early!!!!.Were you fired ?...nothing to worry we have!!.Think again you have an answer for every one of those questions.But do you have an alternate if you couldn't see your parents when they were hospitalized?....If your wife delivered baby while you were abroad? couldn't attend your close one's marriage due to a client visit....Don't you feel sick of the job and think what am I doing?....I do!!!

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

ನನ್ನಾಕೆ !!!!

ನನ್ನಾಕೆ ,
ನಕ್ಕಾಗ ಮೈಎಲ್ಲ ಕರೆಂಟು ಹೊಡೆದಂಗೆ
ನಿಂತಾಗ ಪಕ್ಕದಲ್ಲಿ ಟೆನ್ಷನ್ನು  ಅಪ್ಪಂಗೆ
ನಡೆದಾಗ   ಹಂಸನೆ ನೆಣಾಕ್ಕಂಡ್ ಸಾಯ್ವಾಂಗೆ
ಅತ್ತಾಗ ಬೆಂಗಳೂರಲ್  ಭಾರತ್ ಬಂದ್  ಆದಂಗೆ 

ನನ್ನಾಕೆ ,
ಬಸ್ ಅಲ್ಲಿ ನಿಂತಿದ್ರೆ ಸೀಟ್ ಬಿಟ್ಟು ಕೊಡ್ವಂಗೆ
ಮಿಸ್ ಬಿಹೇವ್ ಮಾಡಿದವನ ಬುರಡೆಗೆ ಬಿಡ್ವಂಗೆ
ಒಫಿಸಲ್ಲಿದ್ದಾಗ ಕೊಲೆಜಿಗ್  ಹೋದಂಗೆ
ಮದ್ವೆ ಆಗಿದ್ರೂ ಲವ್ ಲೆಟರ್ ಕೊಡ್ವಂಗೆ

ನನ್ನಾಕೆ ,
ಹುಣ್ಣಿಮೆಯ ಚಂದ್ರನಿಗೆ ಮೇಕ್ ಅಪ್ ಹಾಕ್ದಂಗೆ
ಐಶ್ವರ್ಯ ರೈ ಗೆ ಹೊಟ್ಟೆ ಉರುಸ್ವಾಂಗೆ
ಅಭಿಷೇಕ್ ಬಚ್ಚನ್ಗೆ ತಪ್ಪಾಯ್ತು ಅನುಸ್ವಂಗೆ
ಸಚಿನ್ ಜೋಷಿ ಗೆ ಪರ್ಫೆಕ್ಟು ಹೇಳ್ವಂಗೆ !!!!

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

Beauty of the Relationship!!

                    I never thought i could even shed tears until that day!!.I always thought i  dint know to express pain through tears.Even during the toughest time of my life my heart cried but never the eyes!!.More over i always argued tears are female owned assets and doesn't suit male.( may sound  as  chauvinism ..  :)  ) .But then , I gave up all my rules for one person that day and i felt the tears are worth  for the person!!! Yes, that was for none other than the soul of my life , the reason of my smile today .Rashmi was not well  and the pain was painted on her face. I could easily sense it as i never found any painting more beautiful than the smiling face of Rashmi  and that was missing that day!! To worsen it even more I witnessed the  reason of her pain which made me shiver.I was trying to  control all my fears to make her get rid of her fear!! I spoke the words to console but mind was calculating the possible reasons.After a while I thought i could  convince her and  made her sleep.But then my thoughts were controlling my heart beats!!.Rashmi was with me ,I knew she could read my mind but i dint know that she can even read my heart beats!!..Suddenly she woke up and asked " I know you are scared.This is not your regular heart beat."....Wow....i was shocked  for her accuracy in reading my heart beats and i could not say no to her interpretations!!!!.A new language was born between us which is probably the most encrypted language while highly descriptive!!!. Obviously ,I couldn't  hide my tears from a person who can read my mind sensing my heart beats!! I was broken by just imaginative feelings of being deprived of !!.The beauty of relationship was best realized that day !!!!Next moment  we both realized the intimacy between us ,which had brought a smile on our face!!. I relaxed  after finally  finding the most beautiful painting for me ever!!!!

      I'm sure every one of us have had such experience of fear of deprivations. I wish and pray for every one including myself, that  may  god  keep all of us happy until our beloved ones are happy!!.When I was a kid I always used to pray god,asking one thing ." Please take all the health,wealth and life of all my family members. Sum it ,average it and equally distribute among all of us!!".Although i have grown enough today to smile at my innocence then , I still wish  if it is possible!!! you all!!!!