ನಮ್ಮನೆ ...ವೊಂಥರ ಡೆಡ್ಲಿ ಮನೆ.ಇಲ್ಲಿ ಇದ್ದವು ಆರು ಜನ. ನಾನು- ಕುಳ್ಳಿ , ಅಣ್ಣಬಟ್ಟ-ವಾಲೆಪಟಾಕಿ, ಅಪ್ಪ - ಶಿಂಗ್ರಿ.
ಹೇಳ ಅಂದ್ರೆ ಎಲ್ಲರು ಒಂಥರಾ ಹುಚ್ರು. ಸುಮ್ನೆ ಹಿಂಗೆ ನಮ್ಮನೇಲಿ ಆದ ಎಲ್ಲ ಸಣ್ಣ ಪುಟ್ಟ incidents summary ಇಲ್ಲಿದ್ದು :
೧) ನಂಗ ಎಲ್ಲ ಒಂದ್ಸಲ ಕೊಡಗು ಟ್ರಿಪ್ಗೆ ಹೋಗಿದ್ದ .ಅಲ್ಲಿ ವೊಂದು "ವನ್ಯಧಾಮ" ಇತ್ತು. ಅಲ್ಲಿಗೆ ಹೋದಾಗ ನಂಗ ಎಲ್ಲ interesting ಇಂದ ಪ್ರಾಣಿ ನೋಡ್ತಾ ಇದ್ದರೆ , ಅಪ್ಪ ಮಾತ್ರ separate ಆಗಿ ಎಂತದೋ ಹುಡ್ಕ್ತಾ ಇದ್ದಿದ.ಅಪ್ಪ ಎಂಥ ಮಾಡ್ತಿದ್ಯ ಹೇಳಿ ನಾನು ಕೇಳ್ಧೆ.ಅದ್ಕೆ ಅಪ್ಪ " ವೊಂಚುರು ತಂಬಾಕಿನ ತುಂಡು ಕೈಯಲ್ಲಿ ಇಟ್ಕಂಜೆ . ಯಾವ್ದಾದ್ರೂ ಮಂಗ ಕಂಡ್ರೆ ಮಂಗಗ್ ತಂಬಾಕು ತಿನ್ಸಿ ನೋಡ ಹೇಳಿ ಕಾಯ್ತಾ ಇದ್ದೆ " ಅಂದ !!!!!!!..
೨) ಅಮ್ಮನ famous dilouge " ನಿಮ್ ಕಾಟ ತಡಿಲಾಗ್ಧೆ ನಾನು ಬಣ್ಣ ಬಣ್ಣದ್ದು ತರಕಾತು ಹೇಳಿ "
( ಕಡ್ಡಾಯವಾಗಿ ಮನೆ ಮಂದಿಗೆ ಮಾತ್ರ!!)
೩) ನಾನು ಆವಾಗ US ಅಲ್ಲಿದ್ದೆ. ನಂಗೆ-ರಶ್ಮಿಗೆ engagement ಆಗಿತ್ತು .So , ಒಂದಿನ ಹೆಂಡತಿ ಎಂತದೋ romantic message ಮಾಡಿತ್ತು. ಅಸ್ಟೊತ್ತಿಗೆ ಸರ್ಯಾಗಿ ಅಪ್ಪನೂ ಬ್ಯಾಂಕ್ ಅಕೌಂಟ್ ಬಗ್ಗೆ ಎಂತದೋ ಮೆಸೇಜ್ ಮಾಡಿದ್ದ.ನಾನು ನನ್ನ romantic reply ನ ಅಪ್ಪಂಗೆ ಮಾಡಿದ್ದೆ!!!!!!!!....ಅಪ್ಪಂಗೆ ಅದ್ನ ನೋಡ್ಕಂಡಿ ತಲೆ ಕೆಟ್ಟುಹೋಜು !!..ಅದ್ಕೆ ಬೇರೆ ಅಣ್ಣಯ್ಯನ dilouge " ಅಪ್ಪ ಮೆಸೇಜ್ ಪೂರ ಓದಿದ್ನಿಲ್ಯ.ಪೂರ ಓದಿದರೆ ೨ ಸಲ ಮಿನ್ದ್ಕ ಬರಕಾಗಿತ್ತು ಹೇಳಿ!!..ನಾನು ಬಾಯಿ ಮುಚ್ಕಂಡೆ ಇದ್ದಿದ್ದೆ.!!!!
೪) ನಾನು-ರಶ್ಮಿ 1st floor ರೋಮಲ್ಲಿ ಮಲ್ಗುದು .ಒಂದಿನ ನಾನು late ಆಗಿ ೯ ಗಂಟೆಗೆ ಎದ್ದು ಬಂದೆ.ಅಪ್ಪ " ಇಗ ಬೆಳ್ಗಾತನ ಮಗ? " ಕೇಳದ.ನಾನು ಸುಮ್ನೆ ಇದ್ದಿದ್ರೆ ಚೊಲೋ ಆಗಿತ್ತು.Stunt ಮಾಡ್ತಾ ನಾನು " ಅಪ್ಪ ನಾನು ನಿದ್ದೆ ಮಾಡ್ತಾ ಇಲ್ಲೇ ಆಗಿತ್ತು.ಮೇಲ್ಗಡೆ ಪ್ರಾಣಾಯಾಮ ಮಾಡ್ತಾ ಇದ್ದಿದ್ದೆ ಅಂದೇ .ಅಪ್ಪ " ಓಹೋ ಪ್ರಾಣಾಯಾಮ ನ ? ಓಕೆ..ಓಕೆ .ರಶ್ಮಿ,ಬಾ ಇಲ್ಲಿ. ಅವ್ನ ಕುತ್ಗೆ ಮೇಲೆ ನಿನ್ ಟಿಕ್ಲಿ( ಬಿಂದಿ) ಹಂಗೆ ಇದ್ದು ಬಗೆಲ್ ತೇಗಿ ಅದ್ನ ,ಇಲ್ದೆ ಹೋದ್ರೆ ಅವ ಹಂಗೆ ಆಫೀಸಿಗೆ ಹೋಗ್ತಾ " ಅಂದ . ನಾನು ,ರಶ್ಮಿ ಇಬ್ರು ಗಪಚಿಪ್!!!!!!!
೫) ಒಂದಿನ ಅತ್ಗೆ ನನ್ನ B'day ಗೆ suprise ಕೊಡ ಹೇಳಿ ಎಂತದೋ gift ತಂದಿ ಇಟ್ಟಿತ್ತು.ರಾತ್ರೆ ೧೨ ಗಂಟೆಗೆ ನನ್ನ ಎಬ್ಸಿ , cake cut ಮಾಡ್ಸಿ , gift ಕೊಡವು ಹೇಳಿ ಅತ್ಗೆ plan .ಅಣ್ಣಯ್ಯ ಪಾಪ as usual ೮ ಗಂಟೆಗೆ ಮನೆಗ್ ಬಂದವು dress change ಮಾಡುಲೆ ರೂಮ್ಗೆ ಹೋದವ ನನ್ನ ಕರ್ಕಂಡಿ " ಸಚ್ಚಿ , ಅತ್ಗೆ ನಿಂಗೆ surprise ಕೊಡವು ಹೇಳಿ ನಿಂಗೆ ಗೊತ್ತಿಲ್ದೆ gift ತಂದಿ ಇಟ್ಟಿದ್ದು " ಅಂದ.ಅಷ್ಟ್ರಲ್ಲಿ ಅತ್ಗೆ ಅಡ್ಗೆ ಮನೆಯಿಂದ ಅದ್ನ ಕೆಲ್ಸ್ಕಂಡು hall ಗೆ ಬಂತು..ಅಣ್ಣಯ್ಯನ ಮುಖಾನೆ ನೋಡ್ತಿತ್ತು!!!!! ಅಣ್ಣಬಟ್ಟ ಕರೆಂಟ್ ಹೊಡೆದ ಕಾಗೆ!!!!
೬) ನನ್ನ ಮದ್ವೆ ಟೈಮ್ ಅಲ್ಲಿ ರಶ್ಮಿಗೆ ಕಾಲುಂಗುರ ತಕ ಬರ ಹೇಳಿ ನಂಗ ಎಲ್ಲ ಕುಮಟ ಗೆ ಹೋಗಿದ್ದ.ರಶ್ಮಿ ಕಾಲುಂಗುರ size ಗೊತ್ತಿಲ್ಲೆ ಆಗಿತ್ತು. ಅದ್ಕೆ ನಾನು ಅತ್ಗೆಗೆ ಹೇಳ್ದೆ" ತಡಿಯೇ, ನಾ ರಶ್ಮಿ ಹತ್ರನೇ ಕೆಳ್ತ್ಹ್ನೆ.ಅದ್ರ ಹಳೆ ಉಂಗುರದು ಸೈಜ್ ಅದ್ಕೆ ಗೊತ್ತಿರ್ತು ಹೇಳಿ "
ಅದ್ಕೆ ಅತ್ಗೆ " FYI ..ಮದ್ವೇಕಿಂಥ ಮುಂಚೆ ಯಾವ ಹೆಣ್ಮಕ್ಕನೂ ಕಾಲುಂಗುರ ಹಾಕ್ತ್ವಿಲ್ಲೇ " ಅಂತು .ನಾನು silent !! ಅದ್ಕೆ ಅನಂತ , ನನ್ನ cusin dilouge "ನಾಲ್ಕು ಜನ ದೊಡ್ಡವು ಇದ್ದಾಗ ಸಚ್ಚಿ ಅಣ್ಣಂಗೆ ಮಾತಾಡುಲೆ ಬಿಡುದಲ್ಲ ಹೇಳಿ " !!!!. ನಾನು still silent !!
7) Nov 1st ಕರ್ನಾಟಕ ರಾಜ್ಯೋತ್ಸವ ಹೇಳಿ ಎಲ್ಲರು ಕನ್ನಡಲ್ಲೇ ಮಾತಾಡ ಹೇಳಿ ಮಾಡಿದ್ದ. ಸುಮಾರು ಹೊತ್ತಿನವರೆಗೂ ಎಲ್ಲರು maintain ಮಾಡಿದ್ದ .Sudden ಆಗಿ ರಶ್ಮಿ " ಅಲ್ಲೆಂತಕ್ಕೆ light ಹಾಕಿಟ್ಟಿದ್ದ? ಸುಮ್ನೆ power waste " ಅಂತು.ನಾನು " ಹುಹಹಹಾ ....already ನೀನು ೩ word ಹೇಳ್ಬುತ್ತೆ ಅಂದೆ !!! .....ಅದ್ಕೆ ಅಣ್ಣಯ್ಯ " ನಿಂಗ ಎಲ್ಲ ಸೋತ್ರಿ.. ಎಲ್ಲರು ಆಂಗ್ಲಪದ ಉಪಯೋಗ್ಸಿದ್ರಿ ..ನಾನು ಮಾತ್ರ ಇನ್ನ್ನೂ ಕನ್ನಡದಲ್ಲೇ ಮಾತಾಡ್ತಿದ್ದೆ . ..Yes ! " ಅಂದ!!!...
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Tuesday, November 16, 2010
Monday, October 25, 2010
The Love of My life!!!!
I had just come down from US and as usual was busy in flaunting about my US return tag!!!!...The reason for my return was my bro's marriage..in which I wanted to njoy the most and I wanted to make it the best!!..So certainly I was busy in inviting all my relatives and was enjoying answering to their questions about the US life and pretending as if it was very common for me!!..Almost every place I visited and almost everyone i spoke ,used to ask me one question " Tamma e varsh madve appavna? "..... ( Are you planning to get married this year?)
In the mean time ,some people were really quick and my mom already had couple of horoscopes in hand and the stage was set!!!.. In fact I got the first proposal while I was in US and the proposal couldn't continue even until my return!!!.Since I being 5ft 6" was too short for girl of 5ft 2"!!......well..Its good that some times even some bad things wont last long either!!!!!!. And then one from my Chikkamma ( aunt).Girl is a s/w eng,very good gal, good at everything!!..wow...But the problem is girls is just 5ft!!..Neahaaa...again my US return tag came in my mind and my dad adds fuel saying horoscope match is not very well but ok.....cmmon... US return and just OK horoscope match...no way!!!!!
And it goes on.....2-3 more interviews.Nothing works out and eventually the US return tag doesn't look any special for me ( although I happen to travel again ) .One fine day , Chikkamma happens to visit a function where the 5ft gal's aunt would also be there.And a casual talk turns into 5ft and US return talks and incidentally both gets to know that the tag and 5ft are still searching.And the news reaches me and i wonder even now what made me ask my Chikkamma " Why cant I meet 5ft once? If everything else is ok what big deal bout horoscope? "
It was a bright Saturday afternoon.I was waiting in my passion red Wagon-R near Marathahalli ,watching my rear view mirror once in every miliseconds and swinging my head left and right simulating the simple pendulum motion!!...It was already 10 min since i called 5ft and was thinking where would she come from.Finally , i see a lil less than 5ft walking toward my car in my rear view mirror ( first time i saw her in my rear view mirror!!!!)...Well...not bad i opened the door for her and asked for a place of her choice.Probably the most uncontrolled talk of mine ever in my life was until we reached the Whitefield coffee day!! and I had already spoken enough stupid topics!!....All i know in coffee day is that I had a regular coffee and she preferred to have strawberry shake,which she hates to the core!!!!!....compromising for each other had started right there!!!!.
I dropped her back after an hour and a half talk , although neither of us remember what we spoke on a life deciding meet.I called my best fren Sangeetha while on way back and she slapped on my reasons and then my mom slapped me!!.....I often used to tell my frens that i should have that "Ting" moment i see my gal and then only i would go with her ..n... yes it happened!!.. By the time I reached home from Marathhalli I started getting scared thinking " What if she says no? " !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Its been 2 mnths now since the 5ft is completely tagged to US return.....and she wont forget to embarrass me recalling what stupid things i spoke on our first meet!!!!!...I love the way she talk bout that coz everytime she starts talking bout that .......I get a chance to stop it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Saturday, May 29, 2010
Deprivation!!
I don't know if it ever happened with anyone....but with me its the same every time......what made me write again now is the lonely feeling ,sitting alone in my room tens of thousands of miles away from home.Well.. at least for me it wasn't something not expected but then I'm still battling to measure the need of my loved ones in life.
A loud music that Ramesh puts on ,while exercising is making my emotions flow together.And adding energy to my attempt of giving a consoling definition of this loneliness as an opportunity to know the importance of my lovely people.Wow...nobody would have got a harder way of learning and realising what is the feel of being deprived of something you cant live without in life !!!..It gives me the most torturing pleasure of having realized of the value of love in life though......I duno if it is an exaggeration but then i always felt I'm one such soul of more of deprivations in life than endowment....and the worst is it will always be cumulative and concurrent from all directions when it comes.Its common in every one's life that you would be left alone at times,your most loved ones would hardly have time for you and you wouldn't have any time to spend with the one who loves you the most...Sometimes its your matured decision which makes you feel deprived and which drives you hard towards being immatured again!!!..In any case deprivations is what making us to dance to its tunes!!.and what we or the counterpart would be left with is just this..... I bet writing what you feel is one such great gift which bestows the things we are deprived of at times!!!....I'm using this platform of blogers as a mean for finding solutions for my own worries and there by the mean for happiness!!!...
As i rightly selected the name for my blog I'm sure its only sometimes in life that we feel we need some time!!!...incidentally Ramesh has finished his exercise and even the music has stopped ...I started being matured again and realising that is my turn to cook today!!!! ......stopping now to write .. not until when Ramesh puts on the music again but....until I get immatured again!!....
-( Smile wont suit here)
Thursday, February 18, 2010
Smile - The Mystery !!!!
I needed a lighter topic to prove myself to some of my friends that ....I'm still the same old immature boy.I was very sure that my last two blogs have diverted some of my friends and hence i thought I get into my usual business of making people around me smile and I couldn't think of any better topic!!!.
I dint know what to write so much and what to think so much about such a topic Smile...but then it isn't a simple topic either!!..Well ..I believe the most complex gesture of a human individual is 'Smile'.Nobody could ever read a smile and understand a smile.There are many who misunderstand a smile .We have so many live examples where in people misinterpret a smile and might end up in loosing their own smile....sometimes forever!!.Sometimes temporarily coz of the muscles (which stretches when you smile) problem which caused due to the direct contact with a light weight ,mostly leather,object moving with heavy speed!!! Smile can be so pleasant sometimes.....for ex : hey maga,she smiled kano. Although it reminds the muscles coming to direct contact of fast moving object,for the moment it feels like heaven.As long as you make sure that nobody else is standing on the same straight line passing through the centre of gravity of your body and her body when she smiled!!....otherwise it could result to be fatal!!.....Another example of the heavenly smile is a just born baby's smile .Its so natural and so real and so beautiful.....anyone would undoubtedly be lost in a baby's smile at least in two circumstances ..a) Its some one's baby 2) Its your own baby and you know it!!!....any other circumstance could be deadlier than earlier one for sure!!!!!!
A smile can some times be really serious.Ex: The smile of the dean in hindi movie Munnabhai MBBS.Every time such smiles are encountered its advised to escape.Imagine the seriousness of the smile,when you take your self tampered progress card to home after your exam results without knowing the fact that a copy of the original was already sent to home!!..The deadliest of the smiles is, the smile on the traffic police's face after you take a right turn before he stops you and you end up in a dead end of the road and the police man already knew it !!! Some people smile for every reason,some people smile for no reason!!.some smile for valid reason..Although its just a word difference in writing about each ,Its all together a different world for each category of people.Its really tough to change a person smiling for all reason to person smiling for valid reason. Converting a person smiling for no reason can be a real challenge to the medical system!!.
Some people smile for their own happiness ,some smile for others.Some mean the smile when they smile, some don't.Some are so desperate about making some one smile and some are desperate about some one else to make them smile.However, a smile is a smile and it remains as tough to read as it always was.I hope this blog makes you smile and as long as you smile .............I do smile!!!!!!
-Smile
I dint know what to write so much and what to think so much about such a topic Smile...but then it isn't a simple topic either!!..Well ..I believe the most complex gesture of a human individual is 'Smile'.Nobody could ever read a smile and understand a smile.There are many who misunderstand a smile .We have so many live examples where in people misinterpret a smile and might end up in loosing their own smile....sometimes forever!!.Sometimes temporarily coz of the muscles (which stretches when you smile) problem which caused due to the direct contact with a light weight ,mostly leather,object moving with heavy speed!!! Smile can be so pleasant sometimes.....for ex : hey maga,she smiled kano. Although it reminds the muscles coming to direct contact of fast moving object,for the moment it feels like heaven.As long as you make sure that nobody else is standing on the same straight line passing through the centre of gravity of your body and her body when she smiled!!....otherwise it could result to be fatal!!.....Another example of the heavenly smile is a just born baby's smile .Its so natural and so real and so beautiful.....anyone would undoubtedly be lost in a baby's smile at least in two circumstances ..a) Its some one's baby 2) Its your own baby and you know it!!!....any other circumstance could be deadlier than earlier one for sure!!!!!!
A smile can some times be really serious.Ex: The smile of the dean in hindi movie Munnabhai MBBS.Every time such smiles are encountered its advised to escape.Imagine the seriousness of the smile,when you take your self tampered progress card to home after your exam results without knowing the fact that a copy of the original was already sent to home!!..The deadliest of the smiles is, the smile on the traffic police's face after you take a right turn before he stops you and you end up in a dead end of the road and the police man already knew it !!! Some people smile for every reason,some people smile for no reason!!.some smile for valid reason..Although its just a word difference in writing about each ,Its all together a different world for each category of people.Its really tough to change a person smiling for all reason to person smiling for valid reason. Converting a person smiling for no reason can be a real challenge to the medical system!!.
Some people smile for their own happiness ,some smile for others.Some mean the smile when they smile, some don't.Some are so desperate about making some one smile and some are desperate about some one else to make them smile.However, a smile is a smile and it remains as tough to read as it always was.I hope this blog makes you smile and as long as you smile .............I do smile!!!!!!
-Smile
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
Interospection!!!
I really don't know why i started blogging.But now I don't want to know why i started liking blogs so much.Even this time my epicentre of the saga is as cranky as I am. People who know me would find me a strange guy !!!!.of course,Its tough to accept a person like me wandering from an immaculate immature harping bout hundred things to indisputable intellect(?) working on epicentre!!.'Diversity' is one word i like the most!!!
I'm sure it would be a Terra bytes of data ,if every blogger at least writes completely about themselves.I'm adding few KBs now,undoubtedly scared of crossing the Terra bytes!!.I wasn't believing in life,until i was born.As all others,I opened my eyes to the world without even the hints of the dust that would spoil my eyesight.And by the time i realised it ,I had covered my eyes with a layer (I meant a reading glass !!) making an in vain attempt to protect it from the dust hoping it lasts till i melt in dust.I was so happy through out my good old days as I dint even have a hint that life has a different definition than the one I knew. I was happiest in my own ignorance , i wonder sometimes ignorance can throw so much light to life!!After all it is always pleasure to improve your life from the state of loosing blood to loosing sweat .I had my own world of sweating people ,sympathising bleeding people and I was enjoying the pride of being in high class family of sweating people.Probably this is where i started sympathising the bleeding people,despite i being sweating and i dint stop sympathising until i started empathising!.Although It might be the esteem of being in a high class (sweat) family,I'm proud i learnt to empathise and stood out of sympathisers!!!!
I couldn't give an excuse for not running behind the mean for daily bread.And that led me to find more definition of life,although until the recent past i have only been sympathised.I dint know the depth of diversity can be so shallow and i was really scared of the word 'Diversity'.Often we think what we have is nothing but we forget the path we have walked in before reaching the stop where we are in today.Although the diversity what we see today outside is nothing ,compared to the changes that happened to us and our own life from the point it started to the point where we are standing today ,its clearly eccentric to know that we are still scared of diversity!!! I wasn't an exception for all such human like feelings.I always believed the sculptor of my life is my own experience in life.And every time the experience chiseled a piece out of me, i got the better shape.I'm glad I could bear all the blunt blows ,which proved to be fatal to many others who tried to bear it along with me and I'm glad I could still survive.This is what makes me smile today when people around me cry for not being able to meet their contemporary needs.I recall the days of blood shed and i smile at myself and feel so proud of my strong will.Again the word Diversity dives in and I try to compare between the group crying for contemporary needs and the group crying for basic needs of life ,although both are (struggling to ) living today!!!.As the days passed the experiences became routine and i was so strong that after a while there was nothing new to experience,although i slowly turned out to be the most experienced in -'Diversity',so experienced that i hardly used to find it or rather my priorities are changed.As the days passed I walked my way watching things around me although I wasn't let to walk comfortably and cover my distance by my own governing factors in life...which i label as relatives,friends,society and rest everything ,except the one - My family.Every one will have someone behind their success in life ,but I was a step more fortunate I dint have 'some One' but I had 'My own more than one ' .As i covered more and more distance in my journey I became fond of the obstacles which hampered my swift moment and I found them the real mean of entertainment to minimise the strain of my journey!!.And i was a stone through distance away ,when all those obstacles were fond of me!!!
Today when I look back the path I walked I wonder was there really a road before? And every time I get such doubts Its again my family who uncovers the grass on the path to show me the footsteps of my own.As I said ,my own experience in life are serving as building blocks of my life and guiding hands of remaining journey.This is what makes me stay what Iam untill no more Iam.This is what makes me smile again at my destiny irrespective of whether I'm sitting on the shores of Hudson River looking at the Manhattan Centre in New York city or on a stone bench at Joga looking at the Jog Falls with a half baked corn in my hand!!. I'm still the same and I would remain too ,coz i know the truth......I still sweat
-Smile
.....to be continued ....till I bite the dust!!
I'm sure it would be a Terra bytes of data ,if every blogger at least writes completely about themselves.I'm adding few KBs now,undoubtedly scared of crossing the Terra bytes!!.I wasn't believing in life,until i was born.As all others,I opened my eyes to the world without even the hints of the dust that would spoil my eyesight.And by the time i realised it ,I had covered my eyes with a layer (I meant a reading glass !!) making an in vain attempt to protect it from the dust hoping it lasts till i melt in dust.I was so happy through out my good old days as I dint even have a hint that life has a different definition than the one I knew. I was happiest in my own ignorance , i wonder sometimes ignorance can throw so much light to life!!After all it is always pleasure to improve your life from the state of loosing blood to loosing sweat .I had my own world of sweating people ,sympathising bleeding people and I was enjoying the pride of being in high class family of sweating people.Probably this is where i started sympathising the bleeding people,despite i being sweating and i dint stop sympathising until i started empathising!.Although It might be the esteem of being in a high class (sweat) family,I'm proud i learnt to empathise and stood out of sympathisers!!!!
I couldn't give an excuse for not running behind the mean for daily bread.And that led me to find more definition of life,although until the recent past i have only been sympathised.I dint know the depth of diversity can be so shallow and i was really scared of the word 'Diversity'.Often we think what we have is nothing but we forget the path we have walked in before reaching the stop where we are in today.Although the diversity what we see today outside is nothing ,compared to the changes that happened to us and our own life from the point it started to the point where we are standing today ,its clearly eccentric to know that we are still scared of diversity!!! I wasn't an exception for all such human like feelings.I always believed the sculptor of my life is my own experience in life.And every time the experience chiseled a piece out of me, i got the better shape.I'm glad I could bear all the blunt blows ,which proved to be fatal to many others who tried to bear it along with me and I'm glad I could still survive.This is what makes me smile today when people around me cry for not being able to meet their contemporary needs.I recall the days of blood shed and i smile at myself and feel so proud of my strong will.Again the word Diversity dives in and I try to compare between the group crying for contemporary needs and the group crying for basic needs of life ,although both are (struggling to ) living today!!!.As the days passed the experiences became routine and i was so strong that after a while there was nothing new to experience,although i slowly turned out to be the most experienced in -'Diversity',so experienced that i hardly used to find it or rather my priorities are changed.As the days passed I walked my way watching things around me although I wasn't let to walk comfortably and cover my distance by my own governing factors in life...which i label as relatives,friends,society and rest everything ,except the one - My family.Every one will have someone behind their success in life ,but I was a step more fortunate I dint have 'some One' but I had 'My own more than one ' .As i covered more and more distance in my journey I became fond of the obstacles which hampered my swift moment and I found them the real mean of entertainment to minimise the strain of my journey!!.And i was a stone through distance away ,when all those obstacles were fond of me!!!
Today when I look back the path I walked I wonder was there really a road before? And every time I get such doubts Its again my family who uncovers the grass on the path to show me the footsteps of my own.As I said ,my own experience in life are serving as building blocks of my life and guiding hands of remaining journey.This is what makes me stay what Iam untill no more Iam.This is what makes me smile again at my destiny irrespective of whether I'm sitting on the shores of Hudson River looking at the Manhattan Centre in New York city or on a stone bench at Joga looking at the Jog Falls with a half baked corn in my hand!!. I'm still the same and I would remain too ,coz i know the truth......I still sweat
-Smile
.....to be continued ....till I bite the dust!!
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
Journey from Anatomy to Autopsy-Life!!!!!!
Im as normal soul as you all are,running behind the meaningless task of finding the meaning of life.Im sure I would def laugh at my own blog tomorrrow and atleast few of my frens would think i have gone crazy looking at my this blog.But at this point of time..i feel i need to scrib about something i cant crib..:)
Although I have been moulded out of all the wonders of life,most of which I wouldnot even dare to dream about going through again, i still wonder sometimes I wander so much in life ,so much that i reach the pinnacle from where its really tough to trace back the origin.Sometimes, I smile at my own destiny for making me stand where Iam today.Im sure every living thing in the world has its own destiny but what matters is how much are you responsible for your destiny!!!..Not everything that you are destined to have in life is entirely coz of you....we strive to get things we love,although we are sure we will be strayed out!..we cry for our loved ones but we dont love...we try evrything but we wont be loved....Its so strange we search for life when we are still alive!!!!. .Thats why i call it as 'mad man's desires' which has a start and continues to run til the point that it has to be started again in a different soul,with different design!!!!!....In otherway - it never ends!!..
The only answer that one can get to the question 'What is life?' is the same question when some one comes to you and aks it.So dont ask it ever,coz wht you are doing is just answering someone elses question..:).
Frankly speaking..I started laughing at my blog now itself......So may be I will add few more lines some other day when i stop laughing..:)
-Smile
Although I have been moulded out of all the wonders of life,most of which I wouldnot even dare to dream about going through again, i still wonder sometimes I wander so much in life ,so much that i reach the pinnacle from where its really tough to trace back the origin.Sometimes, I smile at my own destiny for making me stand where Iam today.Im sure every living thing in the world has its own destiny but what matters is how much are you responsible for your destiny!!!..Not everything that you are destined to have in life is entirely coz of you....we strive to get things we love,although we are sure we will be strayed out!..we cry for our loved ones but we dont love...we try evrything but we wont be loved....Its so strange we search for life when we are still alive!!!!. .Thats why i call it as 'mad man's desires' which has a start and continues to run til the point that it has to be started again in a different soul,with different design!!!!!....In otherway - it never ends!!..
The only answer that one can get to the question 'What is life?' is the same question when some one comes to you and aks it.So dont ask it ever,coz wht you are doing is just answering someone elses question..:).
Frankly speaking..I started laughing at my blog now itself......So may be I will add few more lines some other day when i stop laughing..:)
-Smile
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